Ever since I stopped taking pills and the pharmacy stuff I felt more freedom and the ability to function better. I always keep forgetting the basic needs in my nice new home and I have so much to relearn. If I am not able to attend Anthrocon I will at least try to be on youtube as much as possible watching livestreams. If I had a fursuit and was able to go to AC I would gladly make the trip and be ever cheerful enjoying the furry con with all our fellow furries. If I were to sing though I would end up being tempted to participate in the popularity contests that have been pushing our beloved furry fandom to self-destruction and that is a dreadful risk I refuse to take. I don't need personal glory to be happy. If I am to have a wedding I prefer to get married in a fursuit and I prefer to marry for true love (not personal gain) and avoid adultery at all costs. I don't need any real people porno because one peek at that nonsense is temptation to be an adulterer. What I love about yiff art is that it can get me aroused to make babies and none can do adultery with those yiff art characters because they aren't real and as a matter of fact they are better than real. I prefer to look at yiff art as a way to give birth to cubs and they show us how parents give birth to children. When the wife I marry becomes pregnant it will be time to lay the adult arts to rest and focus on clean and G-Rated nurturing of the babyfurs. Gotta give the child time to grow up and then give the child some siblings. Just gotta make sure our children reach adulthood BEFORE they dare approach the yiff art and then they can give birth and then my spouse and I will be grandparents and we get to have grandchildren to love and nurture as our adorable babyfurs. If I was ever to have such a beloved bride I hope it's gonna be the Bride of Darkness because that was she was the best bride I ever saw here on FA since my last furry convention (Furpocalypse 2014) at which I witnessed a wonderful fursuit wedding that was so adorable and so much better than any ordinary wedding. I know and understand how evil works and I learned from not only the failures of others but my own as well. Being a Dark Lord would mean achieving karma that can truly lead to living hundreds or thousands of years in agony, boredom, and confinement which is one of the most dreadful curses ever. But, I must not let anything prevent me from being a true and loving father and husband. If I am to be a husband I must confess ALL my past sins. I may not remember much but I do remember that friends and family are more valuable than any kind of fame. I will keep in my heart that a world that knows nothing of evil is the easiest prey for all predators. Such is the unavoidable truth none can escape no matter how hard they try. I could put as much distance between me and the truth as I wanted to but I don't need to anymore because I prefer to live in truth instead of the lies I have always made for myself to live in. Never again will I accept living lies because it is time for me to begin a better life being an advisor for furry conventions because I learned from my mistakes at the cons and furry websites and would love to share my wisdom with fellow furries in hopes of saving the furries from the popularity contests that tempted them to cheat their own kind. The detective shows my dad used to watch when he was alive proved one truth that all mankind wishes was a lie: Humans are willing to sacrifice their own when overcome by greed. Greed is our enemy because once it starts you will always want more. WE MUST SURVIVE!!!!!! Don't do public yiff because when I tried that out it turned out awful and that is why I ended up on the streets getting mugged. Heed the warnings in the conbooks so you can escape my dreadful fate. May your 4th of July weekend be ever so peaceful. I love you all.