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Sorry for the journal spam
10 years ago
To slow down the constant journal postings I'll just spout a bunch of bullshit that I want to spew into one journal
First, today I had to go back to school. (I had less then a month of a summer break) the first day of school was school. In other words it was shit. Found out that both of my friends that I speak to on the bus last year moved out of the school district, the seriously need to change the period bell and schedule because I was stuck in biology class for two fucking periods (7th and 8th), and the cafeteria was crowded as all ways.
Second, a little bit about myself. I suffer from Clinical Depression.
Probably because of a whole bunch of bull shit from the past.
I lived in several broken homes, i stopped speaking to my father because of his alcoholism and the fact that he treated me like shit when I was living with him about 3 or 4 years ago. a lot of the men my mother dated where pricks, I wanted to murder one of them and i still do because of the way he treated my mother (He burned my mother with boiling water, forced her to clean up after him, and threatened her numerous times),
He threatened to shoot me because I grabbed a bat when one of there fights got out of hand. (I didn't fucking care.)
and the only person I ever saw as a step father and of now a father, died. He was my sister's biological father (she never got to see him.) He was the greatest friend that I had at the time.
Sorry about that (that was something I should have kept to myself) anyways
even though I am a Metal Head, but im not a dick head about it. The type of Dick head that thinks that your a Faggot for not listening to music that they like. Or telling you that you have shit taste in music because you listen something they don't like. The kind of people who are glad that a certain metal artist is dead because how "Awful" that "Baby Metal" is. The people who think "oh, you don't listen to heavy death gore grind core music then you must be a Justin Bieber fan". Which a lot of those people who say the "Justin Bieber" thing are fucking dumb faggoty ass scene kids who listen to a pig being gutted alive with loud guitar noises at the same audio level. While "Hardcore Dancing" (Acting like they are fucking mentally ill by gathering into a mosh pit and swinging there fists and feet at each other) to it. I like music, I'm just more familiar with Metal/Rock music. I like to listen to bands like Lamb Of God, Cannibal Corpse, Slayer, Death even. But I also like Journey, The Beatles, Foreigner, Kansas, and Queen. (Especially Queen.)
A lot of the pop music I hear come from the radio sounds like garbage to me. Keywords "To Me". If you enjoy listening to Nicki Minaj, Kesha, or even Justin Bieber that's fine. I'm not going to judge someone for enjoying something. (Unless the act is illegal for a understandable reason) I'd also like to say that I don't think all pop is garbage (most of it is). I like early Michael Jackson (Thriller, Smooth Criminal, Billie Jean) and....A Ha's "Take On Me"...As I said I'm more familiar with Metal.
I need to talk to myself so more (because that's totally not weird) but I don't know what else to say at the moment. Other than this journal doesn't need to notify my watchers every time I update it.
First, today I had to go back to school. (I had less then a month of a summer break) the first day of school was school. In other words it was shit. Found out that both of my friends that I speak to on the bus last year moved out of the school district, the seriously need to change the period bell and schedule because I was stuck in biology class for two fucking periods (7th and 8th), and the cafeteria was crowded as all ways.
Second, a little bit about myself. I suffer from Clinical Depression.
Probably because of a whole bunch of bull shit from the past.
I lived in several broken homes, i stopped speaking to my father because of his alcoholism and the fact that he treated me like shit when I was living with him about 3 or 4 years ago. a lot of the men my mother dated where pricks, I wanted to murder one of them and i still do because of the way he treated my mother (He burned my mother with boiling water, forced her to clean up after him, and threatened her numerous times),
He threatened to shoot me because I grabbed a bat when one of there fights got out of hand. (I didn't fucking care.)
and the only person I ever saw as a step father and of now a father, died. He was my sister's biological father (she never got to see him.) He was the greatest friend that I had at the time.
Sorry about that (that was something I should have kept to myself) anyways
even though I am a Metal Head, but im not a dick head about it. The type of Dick head that thinks that your a Faggot for not listening to music that they like. Or telling you that you have shit taste in music because you listen something they don't like. The kind of people who are glad that a certain metal artist is dead because how "Awful" that "Baby Metal" is. The people who think "oh, you don't listen to heavy death gore grind core music then you must be a Justin Bieber fan". Which a lot of those people who say the "Justin Bieber" thing are fucking dumb faggoty ass scene kids who listen to a pig being gutted alive with loud guitar noises at the same audio level. While "Hardcore Dancing" (Acting like they are fucking mentally ill by gathering into a mosh pit and swinging there fists and feet at each other) to it. I like music, I'm just more familiar with Metal/Rock music. I like to listen to bands like Lamb Of God, Cannibal Corpse, Slayer, Death even. But I also like Journey, The Beatles, Foreigner, Kansas, and Queen. (Especially Queen.)
A lot of the pop music I hear come from the radio sounds like garbage to me. Keywords "To Me". If you enjoy listening to Nicki Minaj, Kesha, or even Justin Bieber that's fine. I'm not going to judge someone for enjoying something. (Unless the act is illegal for a understandable reason) I'd also like to say that I don't think all pop is garbage (most of it is). I like early Michael Jackson (Thriller, Smooth Criminal, Billie Jean) and....A Ha's "Take On Me"...As I said I'm more familiar with Metal.
I need to talk to myself so more (because that's totally not weird) but I don't know what else to say at the moment. Other than this journal doesn't need to notify my watchers every time I update it.
