LIFES REALLY SHIT FOR ME...
10 years ago
General
Found out a high school close friend was shot 3 times yesterday and is deceased... was a good kid, straight A student... :( thinking really stupid here too... fml... ugh.. just when things get good things happen.
so far my deceased list:
My babe Zina passed away 6 years ago (really fuckin miss her)
Best F Javier
Best F Marcos
Best f Samuel
and now Edgar
Cant find love, Furry fandom wants me out, they dont appreciate my music... idk what to do anymore... did i also mention someone shot at me for no reason 5 months ago? yea i was just working on my car... thats the 3rd time... kinda was hoping i woulda got hit... other than that... therapy failed and im stuck with the bills still... i cant find peace anymore, i pick something up i get bored of it, whats my purpose i dont fuckin know...
so far my deceased list:
My babe Zina passed away 6 years ago (really fuckin miss her)
Best F Javier
Best F Marcos
Best f Samuel
and now Edgar
Cant find love, Furry fandom wants me out, they dont appreciate my music... idk what to do anymore... did i also mention someone shot at me for no reason 5 months ago? yea i was just working on my car... thats the 3rd time... kinda was hoping i woulda got hit... other than that... therapy failed and im stuck with the bills still... i cant find peace anymore, i pick something up i get bored of it, whats my purpose i dont fuckin know...
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Best of wishes.. and Hugs and love from a Fox~
Don't let others get you down and just do your best in what you do.
In addition to the other tipps you got from the comments... maybe you should try to move to another country? Maybe Germany or some other country where you can't get shot by every random mindless person on the street.
And if you see that some people do not like your music -> HATERS ARE EVERYWHERE ;) Don't let them be stronger than your creative will. :D
By the way, who in the fandom is attacking you anyway?
I'll be praying for you.
Stay strong my friend.