I have died before so take it from me. When you die...you feel nothing but cold and the space around you feels empty. All you have are the seconds it takes for your body to go limp and hit the ground to think about what your leaving behind...or what your moving onto. This isnt my first lifetime. I have died before many times and will die again. Death isn't something to fear. Its natural and will happen. And their is no reason to feel said when nature happens. That is ehy i personally no longer am bothered by death itself.

what do you mean "you've died before"?

How is that a question? I've died before. Exactly what i said. I have died and i just come back to life again somewhere else as a new person. And no its not a religious thing. I actually have some of my past memories and other people that know it. So i just felt in a rather good position to say what its like. Of course it could still vary for others

As much as I like to believe you, I have a different perspective and I'm skeptical of yours, at least a little bit.

Feel free to believe what you want but i have.

Its good to hear your thoughts on this. Each person thinks differently on this subject. Not many think on this subject at all, because they are afraid of death. Those that talk about it constantly aren't. We won't know the true answer or answers till we actually die, be killed or for those small few off us... commit suicide. So many different things can happen in death. There could be a heaven or hell where you meet a god or a Satan or devil. Then there is reincarnation. Purgitory where it's a waiting room where you wait a long time to know your fate or just on empty space you float around in. Then there is just oblivion where you cease to be. Just darkness. Where you feel nothing at all, see nothing at all, hear nothing at all. You're dead and gone forever... I dunno what will happen when I die. I don't think about it as I'll never get a straight answer and it drives me insane. I'll just wait and see for that day I die, get killed or end up committing suicide to see what happens. If I'm able to tell what happens to the living. I will.

Well I have tried to do this and I gotta say it doesn't live up or down to the supposed beautiful idea of leaving everything behind. I tried using using pills so I can go through that experience. First after you have accomplished eating a lot personally I felt fine for a little bit thinking atleast I won't have to deal with no one listening to me,people treating me like crap, or feeling like a constant disappointment to others. Well anyway I was eating dinner when suddenly I needed to throw up. I threw up so much I actually passed out laying my head on the toilet. At that point there was nothing left in my stomach but My body just kept trying to throw up. Well as my family found me an hour or two later they took me to my room not knowing what I had done when I finally was so doped up on that drug that I showed them what I took since it was under my pillow.



Well anyway on the way to the hospital my blood began to boil and I felt my skull beginning to crack it was really painful and hurt worse than the throwing up. Well fast forward the staff had to use an IV
And pump my stomach the IV was to try and get water in me or something. Well at some point my legs started kicking uncontrollably where a family member told me to try and stop my legs from kick and I was struggling to control even my body. They used another thing that I won't go in to but they had to cycle water through me so I can try to get rid of the poison


Well anyway I lived and I will say this if you are planning to kill yourself I'd say think about it more because your not only leaving yourself your saying you never gave a damn about anyone or anything. If your looking to be remembered or something. Then live your life and smile everyday whenever you can that smile could be the only thing that keeps someone else going and that's worth remembering

Like I just said, I am a very stable person and suicide is one of the last things I want. Tha k y9u for sharing your story though.

i didnt think you were or rather i was hoping you werent

just you mentioned some people you know were thinking about it so i was hoping they would see it and never want to do it? ><

Same, I hope they do too. I really hope that my friends who are depressed can enjoy more of what life has to offer >#<

I've never really thought that death was anything more than simply ceasing to be. You don't see, hear, smell, or feel anything anymore. And since your brain technically dies, too, you don't even know when it happens. Maybe when the onset is coming, but I don't think you really know when it hits since your main information processor isn't even working anymore by then. So I think it's a pretty clear-cut ceasing of one's existence.

Yeah, I can agree with that more.