I will need to shave my head so the electrodes can read my brainwaves and the doctors can study the patterns going on. A couple of nights ago, psychosis grips me so hard with so many bad memories that you don't wanna know about (and you don't want to know how psychotic I was) and it got to the point where I ended up condemning my sister-in-law and I don't know why I did that. I was having a tough time staying sane because of the drama that had happened and I had nightmares based on that event. When I was going psychotic that day in front of my family, the only one who didn't panic was my nephew. He was a VERY brave little boy and a hero who was so brave and took a stand. But, his parents are afraid of me now because I had a psychotic breakdown in front of their friends. My parents, the home aid, the doctors, and I are doing all we can to resolves this issue before it gets any worse. This is why I have to have an EEG examination. I will let you know when I am on anti-psychotics because I wanna keep you updated. I just hope the doctors put me on the right medications and not the ones with the side effects that screw with my system.