Relationship issues...with my laptop
10 years ago
General
For the small amount of you that care and read journals and junk:
(JUST A NOTE: EVERYTIME I SAY "HE" "HIS" OR "HIM" I AM REFERRING TO MY LAPTOP, ty :>)
Ever since yesterday morning (approx 40 hours ago from now) my laptop has been having some *cough cough* emotional problems and has neglected my existence with continuous self-harm and total disregard for his programs. And through this approx. 40 hour period I have not been able to work on anything digitally and have been scared ever since to even open Paint tool SAI...
Luckily after a couple uninstalls and reinstalls and MULTIPLE restarts followed by Excruciatingly long waits to see my log-in screen. I THINK he's slowly coming out of his little episode. Although I am now terrified to even touch Skype with other programs open haha xD.
As it is late I will give my buddy a bit longer to collect his thoughts and get back to his senses so we can work on our projects together as a couple :3...Although I think now would be a fantastic time to save everything on my backup hard drive lol.
For a good example of how frustrating it was getting him back up. He would freeze up even with nothing open and the screen literally went white when I tried to move an icon on the screen...AN ICON!! THAT'S HOW EMOTIONALLY DESTROYED HE WAS. HE DIDN'T WANT ME TOUCHING HIS DAMN ICONS NNGGGHHHH. Also after restarting him for the 3rd/4th time last night it took so long for him to start up again I had to leave the screen on and get to sleep to hope that he would've managed by the time I woke up...which thankfully he did, so basically it would have taken him I would say at least 3 hours to functionally restart :I. I'm scared for updates that require him to restart now, like omg help me xD.
Okay that's all, thanks for reading my jibberish ^3^.
(JUST A NOTE: EVERYTIME I SAY "HE" "HIS" OR "HIM" I AM REFERRING TO MY LAPTOP, ty :>)
Ever since yesterday morning (approx 40 hours ago from now) my laptop has been having some *cough cough* emotional problems and has neglected my existence with continuous self-harm and total disregard for his programs. And through this approx. 40 hour period I have not been able to work on anything digitally and have been scared ever since to even open Paint tool SAI...
Luckily after a couple uninstalls and reinstalls and MULTIPLE restarts followed by Excruciatingly long waits to see my log-in screen. I THINK he's slowly coming out of his little episode. Although I am now terrified to even touch Skype with other programs open haha xD.
As it is late I will give my buddy a bit longer to collect his thoughts and get back to his senses so we can work on our projects together as a couple :3...Although I think now would be a fantastic time to save everything on my backup hard drive lol.
For a good example of how frustrating it was getting him back up. He would freeze up even with nothing open and the screen literally went white when I tried to move an icon on the screen...AN ICON!! THAT'S HOW EMOTIONALLY DESTROYED HE WAS. HE DIDN'T WANT ME TOUCHING HIS DAMN ICONS NNGGGHHHH. Also after restarting him for the 3rd/4th time last night it took so long for him to start up again I had to leave the screen on and get to sleep to hope that he would've managed by the time I woke up...which thankfully he did, so basically it would have taken him I would say at least 3 hours to functionally restart :I. I'm scared for updates that require him to restart now, like omg help me xD.
Okay that's all, thanks for reading my jibberish ^3^.
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Thanks for the advice though :) Sadly it just won't work for him..
He's still acting up and really slow, but I got a free trial of an anti-virus and I'm getting some stuff scanned as I'm typing now. But I feel as if it's not over yet...I might have to go back to drawing traditionally for a couple pokemon while my computer recovers.
Fingers Crossed!