Tonight is my last night in MA until winter break and it is only now, after having said goodbye to some of my absolute best friends that it is finally beginning to sink in. Luckily I was able to hold back the tears until they were gone, but after hearing that faint sound of the elevator door opening, and the beep it makes as it closes, I wasn't able to anymore. Here I am, about to go back to a place where friends are just friends. But here, these people were my family. I love these people with all my heart and I will do whatever it takes to be able to surround myself with these amazing people again. It's going to be hard. Not being able to see their smiling faces and feeling their warm embraces will definitely take it's toll. But I will use my memories of them to get me through the tough times at school. You have all touched my life and left a special place in my heart. I love you all, and I WILL see you all as soon as I can.