I hate myself so much. nobody cares about me and whenever i try to say my feelings they call me a whiny little bitch... i've tried going to counselors, "friends" and none of that works. my parents hate me and my dad screams at me everyday to work harder and harder and nothing ever seems to shut anyone up... i wanna kill myself but whats the point no one would bother trying to stop me and no one would bother even caring if i did... i hate everything about myself and i can't stand it...