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Restore, Restart, just don't Quit
16 years ago
So I had a long chat over the net with my betrothed about our priorities as a couple. She wants a future with me. I can promise her that, assuming I don't die. She asked if I'd be more comfortable calling our relationship 'open'--not to her family, of course; just to my MIND SLAVES on the internet/one day furniture.
I don't... know if I should. Part of me really, really wants to. I don't think this is a test, or anything--she's not the testing type. But she wants honesty, which I want to believe I can do. How many seemingly healthy relationships are destroyed because the people don't trust each other?
Or, worse, because they CAN'T trust each other?
I want to give her honesty. And I want to be open. And I want to fulfill my promises to that someone, who I will break free of their shell and expose to the world without shame.
Not like that, perverts. (not at first, anyway...)
..but I don't know what I can DO--I mean, to support us in the meanwhile. Retail work is spotty. This gig won't last long, though the money's pretty solid. I have no practiced artistic talents to peddle... hmm.
I don't... know if I should. Part of me really, really wants to. I don't think this is a test, or anything--she's not the testing type. But she wants honesty, which I want to believe I can do. How many seemingly healthy relationships are destroyed because the people don't trust each other?
Or, worse, because they CAN'T trust each other?
I want to give her honesty. And I want to be open. And I want to fulfill my promises to that someone, who I will break free of their shell and expose to the world without shame.
Not like that, perverts. (not at first, anyway...)
..but I don't know what I can DO--I mean, to support us in the meanwhile. Retail work is spotty. This gig won't last long, though the money's pretty solid. I have no practiced artistic talents to peddle... hmm.
