Am I worth it?
    10 years ago
            The more times goes by the more I know I will not be able to keep doing art for money, at least the way I am now.
I knew this was gonna happen, health is nose diving pretty bad... what I want to know is if I am worth it? as in if I started up a Patreon would anyone want to pledge or donate or what ever it is? I don't know if I am good enough to warrant asking for money like that, but I figured I'd ask what people thought because I can't even draw right now cause I am just tired all the time... when I try to draw I get frustrated and hate the things I do...
I dunno, guess it is funny to ask for support like that when I don't even like my art right now, but posting a journal to see the answers I get will help me decide... not even sure what to offer... just an idea at least, it's hard to make money anymore.
That is it, I appreciate you reading.
                    I knew this was gonna happen, health is nose diving pretty bad... what I want to know is if I am worth it? as in if I started up a Patreon would anyone want to pledge or donate or what ever it is? I don't know if I am good enough to warrant asking for money like that, but I figured I'd ask what people thought because I can't even draw right now cause I am just tired all the time... when I try to draw I get frustrated and hate the things I do...
I dunno, guess it is funny to ask for support like that when I don't even like my art right now, but posting a journal to see the answers I get will help me decide... not even sure what to offer... just an idea at least, it's hard to make money anymore.
That is it, I appreciate you reading.
 
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Every time you make anything, you're just going to resent that more people didn't pay your for it if all your are drawing for is money.
I have enjoyed doing commissions for the most part, but since I am getting sicker I need to slow down and figure out a way to keep me going since I am not sure if SS will help me or not...
We all have tough times and bad times of health but a determined person can overcome most of that and more, I believe you have just struck a rutt and you feel you can't get out of it, while I don't know what you're sick with- you feeling disgusted with your art is normal or maybe you think you can't make anything.
The best thing to do is 1 take a break, do something for you. It doesn't have to be art just do something fun. 2 draw something you've never done before, experiment with new ideas ,techniques etc
I'm sorry to hear you feel this way but most of this stuff is usually temporary. I support your idea for patreon!
I have high blood pressure, diabetes type II, osteoarthritis and my kidneys are failing really bad.
And as for art, I draw for fun, but I feel disconnected and jittery, also I can hear my pulse which is giving me a lot of anxiety so I have been trying to take it really easy and play Fallout 3 again on Xbox... problem is I will need money again and it is getting harder to make it the legit way of commissions... and I still owe 3 commissions right now =x=
an idea that i think might work for you (or you could completely hate it) would be something like a digital coloring book. you could make (x) amount of inked pictures and sell them as a set for people to color, adding whatever rules you needed. though, i don't remember if your dislike of people coloring your art is because so many people are so rude about it and don't even ask, or if it's because you just don't like people messing with it. (either of which, i definitely understand.) but if it's just because people don't ask, then a coloring book could be beneficial to you and to the people who want to color your art.
anyways, good luck figuring something out, DeD! i wish i could come up with some magical way to easily make money, but if i could then i'd be a millionaire already x3
Obviously your art would be worth setting up a Patreon for, but that's not the issue here.
I would say it's a bad idea in your condition. I think at this point, you need to have a talk with your brother and work on improving your health as much as you can - that's the fastest way to help him and yourself (yes, I am aware it's slow and possibly looks near impossible, but I don't really see any other feasible options).
Don't lose faith in yourself DeD, lots of people suffer from the same like conditions all around the world, and a supprising number of people overcome it with just good diet and exercise. I witness my grandmother do it, I'm sure anyone can...
The most I can say is try. If you give up, then you simply lose. If you try, you could overcome it, no garantee's but it's better than nothing and to me, when it comes to things I love, no matter the odds I would rather try than give in, even if it means putting downt the brush for a while.
Patron requires rewards and I think you'd end up doing more than your usual. Although I know a lot of people would love to support you, you'd likely have trouble bringing in outsiders who don't know you, just because they're there for the rewards and you'd struggle with that aspect, I think.
I do think you're worth it, but Patron is competitive, and I don't think you're in a place to compete.
I don't think I have any suggestions either. :( Sorry Puppy.
You ARE worth it... and I will do all I can to help you, you know that. Start a Patreon... I will help advertise and help doing whatever I can to help... I love you, I love you so damn much and I hate seeing you in this state of mind
Especially your line work. Your lines and inking are consistently fucking brilliant.
I probably don't Favorite stuff as much as I should, but I just want you to know that I do look at your stuff, and I *always* think to myself, "fuck, I wish I could do linework like that".
You are good. Very good.