i know i have said this about a billion times but it feels so right to go on about this i am very happy to know 3 specific ppl (and you know who you are hmhm ^.=.^) because i have been talking to them and i realize that i did finaly find true freinds and that i would do anything for them i have seen a lot of crap in my life its never easy but something tells me thats changeing now and i will not abbandon i will not stary from these 3 because they are kind they are careing and i wouldnt trade for them for anything in this world and i know one thing i am ready to deffend them and willing to anything for them to keep them happy because they exepted me in as a freind i will keep my loyalty and i am always ready to help them at any time anywhere you 3 have shown kindess and i want to repay you with the exact kindness you showed me and if i ever stray away i want somone to bring me back to my senses so i dont turn in to some thing i dont want to i dont want to ever turn into a monster i want to help and protect and these 3 individuals are the ones i would give everything for and i truly respect and trust them if you 3 see this tommorow i want to say thank you and that im always ready to stand by your guys side if anything comes round (bows respectfuly) ^.=.^