Not easy saying goodbye....
10 years ago
*Alone sergal sets on his knees in front of a small hole he dug out by hand... a small box sets next to him with the top off inside rests a young bearded dragon laying on a log looking as if she was peacefully sleeping... a slumber in which she shall never awake for she passed away in her sleep earlier that day... he looks over to the box with his now deceased pet and more tears begin pouring down his face.. facial fur matted down by all the tears he has shed over the bearded dragon this day. another mournful roar escapes his lips making his voice even more hoarse...
A female sergal walks over to him and kneels down and holds him tight . A simple gold band on her left paw matching his catches the moon light and glistens for a min almost like a ray of hope... she nuzzles him lovingly getting her facial fur wet with his tears.. without words she strokes the dead beardie gently then leans down and kisses it before placing the lid on the makeshift coffin.
Then she takes his paws in hers and helps him lower the small coffin down in to the hole... * Good bye Dagger.... * The male says as more tears flow down his face... The female then helps him slowly move the earth on toe the coffin and in to the hole.. several minutes pass and then the hole is filled and a small wooden cross is set in the earth with her name carved in to it..
The female helps the male to his feet only for him to collapse back on top of the grave still crying.. * Not easy to say goodbye.... *he cries out then slowly gets back to his feet.. At this time the female gives in and lets tears of her own flow knowing her mates pain and loss as she helps him back to their home, Where she then simply holds him as he sobs no longer able to produce tears cause he has been crying all day. She strokes his mane and comforts him til he finally falls asleep then just watches over him for the night knowing all to well this wound will take a long time to heal... For it isn't easy saying goodbye to a companion specialty one so young....*''
yes my beardie dagger passed away this morning she didn't show many signs of being sick till 3 am this morning i kept her close till i had to go to some errands before work only to return to find her lifeless on her fave log instantly my heart broke and i took a couple hrs to get my self back together long enough to work part of my shift today,... now i set here writing this trying to help me prepare to take her out back and say my final good bye to her .... it hurts more than coming home to see she had passed.... this is the first pet ive had to come home to to find lifless and burry my self... Dose it get any easier? will the pain ever go away? ........
A female sergal walks over to him and kneels down and holds him tight . A simple gold band on her left paw matching his catches the moon light and glistens for a min almost like a ray of hope... she nuzzles him lovingly getting her facial fur wet with his tears.. without words she strokes the dead beardie gently then leans down and kisses it before placing the lid on the makeshift coffin.
Then she takes his paws in hers and helps him lower the small coffin down in to the hole... * Good bye Dagger.... * The male says as more tears flow down his face... The female then helps him slowly move the earth on toe the coffin and in to the hole.. several minutes pass and then the hole is filled and a small wooden cross is set in the earth with her name carved in to it..
The female helps the male to his feet only for him to collapse back on top of the grave still crying.. * Not easy to say goodbye.... *he cries out then slowly gets back to his feet.. At this time the female gives in and lets tears of her own flow knowing her mates pain and loss as she helps him back to their home, Where she then simply holds him as he sobs no longer able to produce tears cause he has been crying all day. She strokes his mane and comforts him til he finally falls asleep then just watches over him for the night knowing all to well this wound will take a long time to heal... For it isn't easy saying goodbye to a companion specialty one so young....*''
yes my beardie dagger passed away this morning she didn't show many signs of being sick till 3 am this morning i kept her close till i had to go to some errands before work only to return to find her lifeless on her fave log instantly my heart broke and i took a couple hrs to get my self back together long enough to work part of my shift today,... now i set here writing this trying to help me prepare to take her out back and say my final good bye to her .... it hurts more than coming home to see she had passed.... this is the first pet ive had to come home to to find lifless and burry my self... Dose it get any easier? will the pain ever go away? ........
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