Why is life so hard?
10 years ago
So... I kinda have a lot of health problems, my mom says its because I’m overweight. She would know, she used to be dangerously overweight. (she had a surgery to help her lose weight, but then her other health problems became more obvious) Another thing about me, I have an abnormally high tolerance for pain. One day I woke up with an abscess tooth, it was so bad my face was swollen and it was very obvious. I did not feel any pain from that tooth. Today, I woke up with a pain in the bone beneath my right eye. My mom believes its another tooth thing. It probably is, quite a few teeth on that side of my mouth are... not good at chewing... All these things are going on at the same time, I can't keep up.... I have a Psychiatrist appointment this Saturday, next month the dermatologist. Ah, I just feel so overwhelmed! All these problems and conditions, Im not a good multitasker, with small things, or with life. There are so many things I should do, or I could do too make my life easier, to make it better. But, I just don't want to do.... Anything.... All these things that keep me thinking, “Oh great, what next?” There is a line of ants in my room like, right along my bed. when I was younger, I would have freaked out at that. Ive tried getting rid of them, but they really aren’t after anything, They most likely only came into our house because its so hot outside.... I just don't know what to do...