The Greatest Mental Scar of my Life. [Fixed]
10 years ago
Cheers loves!
Well, if you're wondering where I disappeared to 3 weeks ago... I just had something happen to me that I'll never shake off.
It starts about a year ago when I started dating a girl I met on one of my personal favorite places to hang out online, now I'll admit I might have had it coming for having relations with... anyone online, but I wanted to trust someone. Her and I had been through a lot... a lot of drama but seeing how far we made it, things were looking up and the future was brighter then the shinning stars in a cool fall night.
Then... the truth was dropped on me. I was told this girl, who I thought to have been the love of my life, was male, had no interest in me, and used not only me, but other victims for a Criminal Investigations project. The past few weeks has been full of grief as I tried to cope with basically the past year on my life being wasted on her. Even worse, these other victims soon became my friends, which only made me more angry knowing that this happened to multiple people.
In case you'd like to see my rage, or whatever you'd like to make of it... I'm willing to show off the worst of me, to show the worst of the worst. I can't stand anyone who'd abuse someone's emotions, especially when they've done nothing wrong. I of course omitted their name from this, but if by some chance they see this... You Know who you are.
http://pastebin.com/yZwVCaY5
It starts about a year ago when I started dating a girl I met on one of my personal favorite places to hang out online, now I'll admit I might have had it coming for having relations with... anyone online, but I wanted to trust someone. Her and I had been through a lot... a lot of drama but seeing how far we made it, things were looking up and the future was brighter then the shinning stars in a cool fall night.
Then... the truth was dropped on me. I was told this girl, who I thought to have been the love of my life, was male, had no interest in me, and used not only me, but other victims for a Criminal Investigations project. The past few weeks has been full of grief as I tried to cope with basically the past year on my life being wasted on her. Even worse, these other victims soon became my friends, which only made me more angry knowing that this happened to multiple people.
In case you'd like to see my rage, or whatever you'd like to make of it... I'm willing to show off the worst of me, to show the worst of the worst. I can't stand anyone who'd abuse someone's emotions, especially when they've done nothing wrong. I of course omitted their name from this, but if by some chance they see this... You Know who you are.
http://pastebin.com/yZwVCaY5
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