I was going through my transition period at work, a call center, and I'm not seeing any improvement in knowing how to take certain calls. I consulted my parents last night about quitting and instead of suggesting I stay, they thought I should quit because they didn't like seeing me upset. However, I committed to quitting with them and I was only second guessing myself after my parents went to bed. My mom's bf (basically the best possible stepdad ever but still) works there and that morning he told me he would have come get me if I decided to continue working there to pick me up, so after about 15 or 30 minutes of sitting and thinking it through and when it was time to make a decision, I decided to formally quit, realizing now I've made a bad, bad decision.

I can't seem to roleplay or be enthusiastic about the furry fandom while I'm battling this anxiety. Things are rough right now but I'm trying to be strong and I promise I will be okay. I have learned from this.