i do not think i am handling the grief as well as i had hoped i keep going well hay dad did... oh wait no Mary did and yea dad would or dad will...
finding out how he passed did not help. he knew something was wrong he left a lawnmower running in the garage and ran inside somehow pulling the recliner on him just inside the door he was dead under it when he was found. kala his step daughter found him after she had finished mowing the lawn. she said he was already turning blue. she tried CPR but it was to late.
i fully understand heartache now.