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I cried so hard last night...
10 years ago
I cried in a way I haven't cried since the night Niti passed away. I cried for at least an hour... and so hard my nasal passage constricted and I couldn't breathe through my nose. I needed her help... but I will never get her help... she's gone. She's gone forever... never coming back. I'm sick of this Goddamn world and everything in it... including myself. I'm sick of living this Hellish, God-forsaken existence of mine... I don't care anymore... I have given up.
Or otherwise, I'd advice you to talk to a person you like and can trust, simply to get the pain off your heart.
Sometimes there's simply no fit between oneself and another person.
I also stumbled across some kinda... "weird people" and talked with them over Skype, so you are not alone. x3
*hugs*
Don't say that! I pray that you all know that we love you very much!
And no, God doesn't want us to live in a hellish forsaken life. That's why he's calling us to Him. <:.)
He loves you so much, my friend. <:.)
You'll most certainly be in my thoughts and prayers. <:.3
*hugs back*