There are things going on that happen around every time this year that make me too depressed to even mention what they are. No please do not try to guess. Just well this one has been a lot worse than normal due to regular stresses dragging me down too. I figured I would just get my feelings out in a journal for myself, regardless of whether anyone reads it or not.

Lots of broken dreams.

I hope it stops one day but its not looking like it at all. Very frustrating and disheartening.