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oh no big problem!!! D:
10 years ago
okay DV it's not life threatening or anything so calm down... v.v
But no, seriously to me it feels like a problem.
This whole thing, what I'm doing is starting to feel like a sore. But no that's not quite right either because I do enjoy it somewhat. It's starting to feel like work.
And it's bumming me out. This is supposed to be something relaxing and fun right?! Maybe I just need another looong break. But I still want to stay.
Ever since I became active again so many people have started to follow me and that's freaking awesome and I just don't want to let anybody down you know?
But if that's the chase I'm just trying to please everyone without even thinking about myself right...?
And I feel downright boring. Like my work is boring. I mean I draw the same thing over and over. People are here for one thing sure but I do want to spice it up a bit right? I want more stories in them. I honestly think that my "Dear Twilight" drawing is the best thing I've done in a while. Just because it has that little story element in it. That's what I want. All I can do is guess what the people who follow me wants. But should I really work like that?
Is it right? Aren't I then just basically doing free commissions?
I guess that's why I started my Tumblr. To tell stories. But I overexerted myself. The panels just piled up and the nights became long. As much as I love it I hate it.
I am going to continue though.
But I guess the biggest problem is that I don't really have anyone to talk to. Sure the internet is fine and all but I mean a real person. That I can look in the eye, someone who really understand what I'm going through. The fetish, the art.
Pretty much everyone around me accepts me, and they accept the things I like but talking with someone who will never really understand the topic just feels wrong to me.
I still have that fire burning inside me, the will do draw. But I want to do it differently. Before it felt like this was my dumping ground, were my deepest feelings were sated. Not anymore. It has moved beyond that.
I'm still gonna dump my vore sketches here though, and everything related to Discord and vore.
I think that's all I wanted to say. Life truly is Strange... *wink wink
Much Love.
But no, seriously to me it feels like a problem.
This whole thing, what I'm doing is starting to feel like a sore. But no that's not quite right either because I do enjoy it somewhat. It's starting to feel like work.
And it's bumming me out. This is supposed to be something relaxing and fun right?! Maybe I just need another looong break. But I still want to stay.
Ever since I became active again so many people have started to follow me and that's freaking awesome and I just don't want to let anybody down you know?
But if that's the chase I'm just trying to please everyone without even thinking about myself right...?
And I feel downright boring. Like my work is boring. I mean I draw the same thing over and over. People are here for one thing sure but I do want to spice it up a bit right? I want more stories in them. I honestly think that my "Dear Twilight" drawing is the best thing I've done in a while. Just because it has that little story element in it. That's what I want. All I can do is guess what the people who follow me wants. But should I really work like that?
Is it right? Aren't I then just basically doing free commissions?
I guess that's why I started my Tumblr. To tell stories. But I overexerted myself. The panels just piled up and the nights became long. As much as I love it I hate it.
I am going to continue though.
But I guess the biggest problem is that I don't really have anyone to talk to. Sure the internet is fine and all but I mean a real person. That I can look in the eye, someone who really understand what I'm going through. The fetish, the art.
Pretty much everyone around me accepts me, and they accept the things I like but talking with someone who will never really understand the topic just feels wrong to me.
I still have that fire burning inside me, the will do draw. But I want to do it differently. Before it felt like this was my dumping ground, were my deepest feelings were sated. Not anymore. It has moved beyond that.
I'm still gonna dump my vore sketches here though, and everything related to Discord and vore.
I think that's all I wanted to say. Life truly is Strange... *wink wink
Much Love.
On the other topic, do what ya wanna do! It's your space, and you can throw your paint all over it!
...There's a lot more that could be said, but I think you got it summed up. "Life truly is strange."
Artistic freedom.
Sure, there will be sore-butts out there who might not like it, but its YOUR art, not theirs. You should feel free and happy to make whatever you like, porn, vore, natural pictures, cars, cartoon characters, game characters whatever. Its all your choice. Sure, pleasing people is something any artist likes, having people like their work, but when you start getting restricted by those followers, is it worth it? If you expand and do other things you might attract more people
I feel like you should do whatever you wish, stories, art, blogs. All up to you. I know that i won't stop following you just because you change things up a bit, that's for sure.
Whatever you decide, I'm sure it will be fine. Vore, non-vore, written, or drawn, you're a good artist and a good storyteller. Don't let anyone tell you differently.
Sincerely,
The Cheshire Cat's Master