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dunno
10 years ago
if you need to contact me about anything at all, dont hesitate to note me. i'll try to get back to you ASAP
i cant really make much progress on commissions. ive finished some, started others, but ive not gotten as much work done as i hoped. and im tired of it. im tired of not only feeling like a let down to the people i owe, but im tired of... not finding pleasure in drawing anymore. honestly i hate it. i hate drawing, its not fun, i will barely have a day where i draw. hell, I can go a week or two without picking up my tablet.
life isnt better, it isnt worse, but i sure as hell constantly feel worse. im planning on surgeries soon, i have a shot in my arm in the next day, in my dominant arm, wont be able to draw anyway. thinking im going to shut down/close my patreon next month.
i just cant do much anymore. and its sad, and im sad.
if i owe you, please, please let me know if you ever want a refund. ill try to work it out with you and get it to you asap (my money isnt what it used to be, medical bills and all) but i dont want to make people keep waiting for so long. if you want to wait, that's your prerogative, but i cant guarantee anything.
Thank you all for being so kind. and supporting me in the past.
I hope I can find myself again and be able to draw with the excitement I once had.
life isnt better, it isnt worse, but i sure as hell constantly feel worse. im planning on surgeries soon, i have a shot in my arm in the next day, in my dominant arm, wont be able to draw anyway. thinking im going to shut down/close my patreon next month.
i just cant do much anymore. and its sad, and im sad.
if i owe you, please, please let me know if you ever want a refund. ill try to work it out with you and get it to you asap (my money isnt what it used to be, medical bills and all) but i dont want to make people keep waiting for so long. if you want to wait, that's your prerogative, but i cant guarantee anything.
Thank you all for being so kind. and supporting me in the past.
I hope I can find myself again and be able to draw with the excitement I once had.
But thank you, that's the goal, really. I need to get rid of this burden if I'm going to start getting better.
I'm an incredibly independent and solitary person-- because of mental illnesses, so talking to people isn't always a "cure" for me. I'm glad it works for you though.
Do whatever you feel you need to do to be happy. You should set a cut-off date for refunds and if people don't come to you by then, you can drop that burden and put it out of mind. Ease up the baggage wherever you can.
I couldn't be happy if I ran away with money like that. If people tell me they don't mind not getting a refund, well, that's on them. But the least I could do is refund people. I couldn't sit right having a "cut off point". I need to make up for not getting work done.