Well...as you know last friday was really not good for me...and things haven't really changed. I still cry every now and then when things remind me of my grandmother but I'm slowly getting better...however my luck still has not changed. The very next day I got an IM on skype from someone I thought was a friend...talking down to me as if I had did him wrong badly and took me off his friend list saying I was not a friend as I had not been talking to him. The kicker is, every time I tried to talk to him he was never in the mood, overly tired because of his new job, or just never on for months on end. The few times he did reply to me he would say he doesn't feel like talking and needed his space so I did as he asked....yet he talked to me as if I had stabbed him in the back and he very well knew what had happned to me and didn't give a damn. Day after that mess another friend just took me off her friend list as well as watch list on DA without warning or saying anything to me...to top it all off I had plans for this october to go to a fair that goes on every october here for the past 30 so years...just to find out they won't hold the fair any more so my plans to relax are all up in smoke... this never ending bad luck needs to stop.