Yea, so. Finally got the interview of the lifetime, I thought it went great too.. it was the position I have wanted for over 8 years with the company that I've worked with for 12 years. And I got declined. so.. yea.. just feels like I'm stuck in a rut. over and over and over again. and now because i switched jobs to try and make my resume look better I'm currently almost completely broke to boot. so yea. good times.