So uh... I never mentioned this but my dad.. He's always so fucking mean to me...
Like now he threatened to throw shit at me and beat me with his belt then had the nerve to ask if I fucking loved him or cared about him after he got me to cry.
I was CRYING and BEGGING him to just leave me alone but he kept yelling at me... He even tried to break my door down when I locked it screaming at me to open it..

He finally left me alone a few minutes ago but I'm scared he'll come back in here and start yelling or something at me again.. And I'm scared if I lock my door it'll just make it worse...

I wish my mommy was alive so I could call and ask her to come get me...