Yup I disapeared for a little while for some health things. Now that we got insurance I got to get looked at. Only my close friends know whats going on but lets just leave it at that its time consuming stuff even the little things because even though theyre little they happen a lot so yeah I go back and forth a lot. I feel really bad for how much money it takes even with insurance but on the other hand I could help but...-sigh- my dad is sorta prejadiced against special needs people so he -refuses- to let me go get looked at and meanwhile i cant get a job because the managers -know- something's up and yeah even though a lot of places say theyre equal opportunity that a fat stinking slimy lie! They say it for looks but its not even true..-flops- guess wal-mart is an option but I heard working there -sucks- I wish i could move out and get looked at then i can get help living....