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10 years ago
Ok, now I'm really fucking confused. I called my manager about my last paycheck, and now they're saying I still have a job, and to come in on Monday. I'm still in serious danger of not being able to make rent this month, but apparently I'm not officially unemployed yet.
I have a problem with chronic anxiety. When something goes wrong, it always feels like the end of the world. I have to learn to calm down and not be so fatalistic. I really don't mean to cry wolf, but my situation is very precarious. I never know from one month to the next if I'm going to be able to pay rent, or afford food, or whether I can afford maintenance on my car, I'm already driving without insurance.
I thank you for your support and your caring words during this difficult time. Ever since I was evicted six months ago, I always feel like I'm on the edge of oblivion.
I have a problem with chronic anxiety. When something goes wrong, it always feels like the end of the world. I have to learn to calm down and not be so fatalistic. I really don't mean to cry wolf, but my situation is very precarious. I never know from one month to the next if I'm going to be able to pay rent, or afford food, or whether I can afford maintenance on my car, I'm already driving without insurance.
I thank you for your support and your caring words during this difficult time. Ever since I was evicted six months ago, I always feel like I'm on the edge of oblivion.
I don't personally blame you for being scared all of the time. Even I was terrified for your sake last journal.
I'm also happy that you learned you need to focus on taking care of yourself when this happens instead of panicking. It's hard to resist the feeling and the ability to think of solutions just disappears from your mind, so this is another area where people support is really important.