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Depressing Ranty Venty Journal Post
10 years ago
THAT'S THE JOURNAL DOWN THERE I understand i've been getting a little crazy with posting and stuff
honestly, i think its due to depression hitting me hard
i won't get too personal but my father tends to get into a jackass mood saying shit like "where is your passion for art?" or "I never see you draw" and "you're always in your room away from everybody else"
I just needed to get some ranty venty stuff out so here it goes
My family doesn't think too highly of this "art thing" as they call it
My mom thinks what i do is disgusting and my dad is too ignorant to see the passion in my work
luckily i dont get very much crap from mom anymore but she can still be a tad condescending when she sees my mature works
my dad is a musician who got the same bum deal as i'm getting right now with people saying to him "you'll never be hired" and "its not gunna get you any where"
you'd think from getting all of that crap in his childhood he'd be a bit more nice when it comes to me with my work
and really the reason why he doesnt see me draw too much is because i'm either in my room locked away or i dont want to show him because he can get really critical with critiquing and also mature work >.>
I just needed to get all of this crap off my chest >~<
thanks for reading fellas
friendly pats
and thank you Sarith, my sweet buggy alien queen <3
my grandparents laugh with me over it but it's still a tad emberassing
Contact me on steam whenever man, I'll gladly lend an ear.
i'll chat with ya when i can ^^
spooder hugs <3