Okay all here is the what is going on. I dont remeber if I reported that my grandfather was in the hospital or not. But anyways just learned that he is not doing so well....he seemed fine but apparently he got worse. Right now the doctors told us he needs surgery. They told us if he doesnt get the open heart surgery he will die of a heart attack. But that if he goes to surgery he might not make it there is a slim chance he will. He is going to have surgery on friday I am hoping to see him today. I just got off work and heading to bed after I write this. I not sure how often I will be on but I will try and be on if can. As I checked my messages and my father told me the news....I didnt find out till I was at work and checked messages at lunch to see why he called. My grandfather is currently in ICU and I am hoping he will pull threw....I am always optamistic and usually happy very few things in life will depress me and this is one of them. I am reallies hoping he will pull threw.....

Not sure what else to write I just wanted to let my friends know the situation with me.

 Tobu