No-one is worth your emotions. As much as it hurts, and believe me I understand, but suicide is never the answer. Remember everyone in your life that makes you smile, makes you happier and remember that they outweigh the negative people so many times over. I understand that I am not you, and that I am just a person on the other side of a screen. But really think about perspective and just how much there is to be glad and happy about. This helped me a lot when I was going through something similar. I hope you get what I am trying to say and if you want to talk to someone remember we are always here.
-FuzzytheFox

I know you're having a hard time hun, especially right now. I had the same problem at exactly your age. But trust me, from somebody who knows, it's going to get so much better. And I know you can't see it now, and you're probably not going to be able to until you're already past it.
I hate to say the whole "you've got your whole life ahead of you" cliche but you really do, and it's going to be so much better than where you are right now. It's worth waiting for. Someday in the near future you're going to hurriedly get dressed (because you woke up late), and rush to the nearby coffee shop because your friends are waiting to go shopping with you. Or a table in the downstairs of a college library, where your friends are waiting for a study group. There are so many opportunities for you.

The friends in real life that I am closest to today, I met after high school. I met my now husband in college.
It's worth struggling for. I know because I did as well.

There's data that a person changes friends every seven years. It looks like you're going to meet some really good ones soon. Keep your head up and your heart still going. And know that if you ever need a hand, I'm always here.

I may not know what happened, but I'm here for you if you want to talk about it.

Suicide is just taking the easy way out. You may think it's an escape route, but if you commit to it, you'll find yourself in a place no better than where you are now. Don't let whatever kind of incident this is decide for you to end your life. Appreciate the people you still have because there are people do care about you (I'm one of them). That's one of the best things about having friends and family, they're there to pick you back up when you're down.

Good luck and take care of yourself.

I know life can suck some times believe me I really do as a person who has had suicidal though and has attempted it but has thankfully always chickened out of doing it. I know it seems hard to believe right now but things WILL get better. Suicide is not the answer. It doesn't get rid of the pain, it only transfers it to those who love and care about you. I hate to say it but depression seems to be something that never really actually goes away it just subsides until something triggers it again. You will have good days and bad day. I know I do. But trust me suicide is not the answer.