I've been really happy for the past week but I'll still get depressed. I quit my job, my only source of income, I wasn't able to get that cellphone I was planning on and probably won't until I make a wage again... And I just feel so freaking bad about it. It doesn't help I am the slowest artist ever and it just feels like I'm living my days complaining instead of doing something. Even though I do go into OpenCanvas almost every day trying to do something without scrapping, nothing gets done.

That's my normal assumption, but helping a friend out today overcome some uh... harmful thoughts. I was thinking today, you can't base happiness off of productivity. I donated $10 to charity, helped people through self harm and suicidal thoughts, helped people find hobbies when they thought they couldn't do anything, and spent time with people that may have not had that time. If you're an honest to god good person, then there you go. We have our faults and mine just happens to be that I'm the laziest fucker in the world... Hehe

That's how I fight my depression at least. Sometimes we just don't feel that, but it's there. I guess when that loses sight, that's when I feel down, but it's never gone, my brain just kind of, eh... Gets tired :/

Try not to forget this, guys. Got kind of depressed last night