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10 years ago
I've slowly devolved to having no friends for the past few years now :[
Nobody to go shopping with. Or go to a concert with. Or just drink beer/smoke and watch TV with. Maybe I've been too clingy to casual acquaintances that really only want to hang out every few months or so. I have treated badly one person who drifted apart/became rather rude and used me for money. I guess that reflected poorly on me to other people. My anxiety doesn't help I'm sure. I used to drop heavy shit on people a few years ago which was awkward and unnecessary, and learned afterwards not to do that... I may have been narcissistic and never took a genuine interest in the other person, just talked about myself.
Welp. Going to a furry meet this Saturday. And volunteering at the ranch. And going to the horse festival. Hopefully I come off well and hit it off with someone.
Nobody to go shopping with. Or go to a concert with. Or just drink beer/smoke and watch TV with. Maybe I've been too clingy to casual acquaintances that really only want to hang out every few months or so. I have treated badly one person who drifted apart/became rather rude and used me for money. I guess that reflected poorly on me to other people. My anxiety doesn't help I'm sure. I used to drop heavy shit on people a few years ago which was awkward and unnecessary, and learned afterwards not to do that... I may have been narcissistic and never took a genuine interest in the other person, just talked about myself.
Welp. Going to a furry meet this Saturday. And volunteering at the ranch. And going to the horse festival. Hopefully I come off well and hit it off with someone.
This may be super awkward and I'm mad drunk off cheap tequila and binge watching rick and morty but thanks for being really the only person that comments on my submissions. I do get favorites and all that, but it's dwindled since taking like a 3-4 year furry/drawing hiatus. I've been meaning to work on that and pump out more art and gift art.
And yeah, anxiety or just general introversion can have serious downsides. I have some old friends in arizona I pen pal with still at least.