Last couple days I have been having a hard time with my schizophrenia and bpd. And it has been really hard on me. It's getting really hard to get out of bed and when i do i cant seem to keep my body moving, which usually helps.

Nothing in particular happened to trigger this, it just sort of happened. I tried hooking my tablet up to draw and make myself feel better but my laptop crashed and that was no help.

So sorry if i am out of it and not responding to notes or shouts that much. Im trying but at the same time, cripes. Took me long enough to post this damn journal.