So my mental and physical health havent been the best the last couple years. But they have gotten worse over the past year and i have zero insurance to do anything about it. i also recently became homeless and am currently couch surfing. i just had a big surgery 2 months ago and i have another coming up on tuesday thats pretty much going to make me infertile. my depression has been getting worse because of my condition. the only thing i have is a boyfriend who is trying so hard to help me. and he is. but he can only do so much.

getting back into DnD and making new fursonas has been somewhat helping but ive also distanced myself from most of my friends and i feel awful. i havent made the best decisions in life. i had a huge drug problem a couple years back that i hid very well. but now that i admit to it friends are getting mad at me. idk.

i just wanted to rant. i just wanna talk to people. i just wanna make more characters. i just wanna heal and get better. i dont care about medical bills. ill let them go to collections rather than beg and ask for help.

all i want is people to talk to again. even if its just through RP.

so if you wanna just talk or have an RP with any of my characters, send me a note. id love to without a doubt! ^^