Thanx everyone for your support....
I just got back from the hospittal about 10 minutes ago.
My grandfather was sadated so just stood there watching him.
The nurse came in and he told me that the operation went well apparently he had to get it done earlier than friday. I was kinda shocked.
The nurse told me the operation went well and he had a new heart valve and that he should be okay. I was relieved to hear it as I had arrived at the hospital two hours early for visitation and I sat at the starbucks having a coffee and a couple of oranges by myself thinking. I was the first to see him the rest of my family hadnt gotten there yet and left before any arrived my grandmother was supposed to be there later.....but I watched over him as long as I could and I am glad to see him better. Though he is hooked up to alot of machines and was out cold. But I am glad he is better. I am reallies looking forward to seeing him home. Though he has less hair on his head than I remeber last time I saw him. But I am glad I have friends here who support me and I will be on more ...as I think I shouldnt hide and be depressed I should find comfort in the fact I have friends who care....

 Tobu