rants.. yay. Will most likely delete them when i remember
10 years ago
So it would seem that rimes have been hard for people and I have done all that I could to be the shoulder and someone to listen too. But it seems that I keep neglecting the times that I would like to talk with people and get some form of support.
Mostly it is my situation of having moved around my entire life. I am finding it even harder now that I am on my own to feel like I really belong somewhere. My family had moved away, the side that I know I can talk too.... And my friends that I have made a bond of becoming like family are no where nearby.
I just feel so absolutely isolated, I know moving is an option, but not having the work nor the money to save for moving makes it a lot harder. There seems to be absolutely no life for me. I do everything that I can to just be me and fit in where I will be happy or even content. But it is just not happening.
More just not actually sure what to do.
Mostly it is my situation of having moved around my entire life. I am finding it even harder now that I am on my own to feel like I really belong somewhere. My family had moved away, the side that I know I can talk too.... And my friends that I have made a bond of becoming like family are no where nearby.
I just feel so absolutely isolated, I know moving is an option, but not having the work nor the money to save for moving makes it a lot harder. There seems to be absolutely no life for me. I do everything that I can to just be me and fit in where I will be happy or even content. But it is just not happening.
More just not actually sure what to do.
FA+

I am still on a road of self discovery and it's hard because I feel like I don't fit in anywhere. I suffer from anxiety so it's hard to make friends in real life. It seems all the close friends I have are online lol
But I am here if you ever want to talk.