i said 'i leave you all, for ever' but that makes me trouble in my mind and made my mind corrupted and disequal(?), that corrupted my mind, my soul, my really me... i think, my heart, doesn't want to leave you, as i said, i love you all, my heart want to stay here my entire life, i see, the mi can think or do something, but the heart is the only one who can decide with the true, my mind was corrupted for leaving you, i wouldn't let this happend again... my heart, want this, stay with you, forgive me please