Hey guys, lemme just start off with an apology-- well, I've been pretty quiet again as of late and it's because two weeks ago my grandmother was admitted to the hospital. It took a bigger toll on me than I had expected because shes such a big part of my life and-- well, it was quite.. severe. I'm not going to get into details, but. It's been a very.. long two weeks so far, and she just came home yesterday after she was cleared to leave the hospital.

It's great news yes! but shes not recovered, shes still recovering, and shes asked my twin and I to stay with her as like-- live in care? To be there when she needs someone and such, and yesterday was our first day being here and well-- it really.. takes up a lot of my time. And I want to apologise bc I've already been taking so long on some of my bigger work projects and I really gotta buckle down and get it done, and I will, I promise I will. But it might take some time bc I haven't been at my best emotionally and mentally.

There is some more, minor issues that mixed in with the bigger stuff has just been bringing me down but-- I'm fighting those a bit more!! I will not let my mental state win me over >:\..