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9 years ago
hello everyone!! I'm working on being more productive and a better person overall by spending a lot of time just.. thinking. Planning for the next year! 2015 was a rough year for me, and 2016 almost served as.. a recovery year almost? I wholeheartedly apologise if I've ever upset anyone or frustrated them or just downright was a piece of shit because there were times I wasn't at my best. To put it simple, I went through an emotionally taxing relationship and a lot of it was just anxiety but a lot of it was pretty bad emotional and mental abuse. I let my feelings blind me but it's okay! I've learned, and while there were bad times there were also good times.
I'm very.. sentimental, honestly. Someone could treat me like literal shit and I'll find ways to miss them. I hold no ill will towards anyone, everyone who I've left in my past because of various reasons.. I hope you're all doing well!! Success is important and I hope you've all found happiness.
I love the people who are in my life now, and who have been in my life even if we've parted ways. Everyone has shaped me into the person I am and everyday I'm striving for improvement in my art, my personality and my overall person. I've never been diagnosed "professionally" but I very much know I have both depression and pretty severe anxiety, but I am working everyday to change that! I used to be really introverted and .. withdrawn, but over the past few years I've opened up more and learned how to recharge when I need it.
Anyway, to get past all the rambly stuff, I've been slacking a bit recently and I know I've left some people in the dark but! I do have a public trello to-do list that I update frequently with what I'm working on, what I've completed, what I'm waiting on and what I have to still do! I made it during a bit of an emotional break because of stress and well.. it's been really helpful because I am incredibly forgetful fsjdks but! If I owe you something and you're not on the list, please please let me know! I'm incredibly sorry that I've forgotten any work i might owe you but I will get on it asap if I'm missing anyone!
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But yes! I am doing more and more to be better with who I am with scheduling, lists, reminders and all the fun stuff of trying to be more professional LMAO. I'm trying to get my work all finished up by the end of this month (fingers crossed!) and by the latest, the end of the year. I want to try.. something with december again, like an advent calendar? But I'm not sure yet! We'll see.
I wanted to update a bit on my various websites.. and to say I know I don't post very often here (im trying to do it more!!) I do post frequently on my main twitter account aomaoee and my persona/oc account _vaefati (mutuals and friends only, please!)
I don't post as frequently on FA anymore (art and journal wise) but I still want to keep it updated with commissions and maybe adopts..?? plus trades I might do through the site. I update more frequently plus check dA more often, I'm sorry! 
Let's both try to do our best in the coming year <3 Please be well ^.^