I have so many obsessions with doing everything at once and I have to get them all out of my head but I can't get all of them out at once. If you are going to be a parent/spouse then please overcome all obsessions. I will need to nuke all my shouts because i wanna be able to move on to a better future to enjoy with everyone instead of letting the pain and/or the past hold me back. I miss you all and missing out on the furry cons took its toll on me in the worst way possible. The pain is too great for me to talk about it online. I prefer to keep it private so I would rather talk to a furry in person about it instead of posting on the internet where people can call it playing hooky. That's what I'm afraid of.