iv had a few rough months and ended up in hospital quite ill, then wham bam i had a pretty fucking nasty allergic reaction to the meds ment to save my life and it was horrifying they neerly incubated me, my throughout closed up, my jaw locked, i was shakeign and flailing, the pressure in my neck and head was excruciating, my visio was blobby and i couldnt even see my best friend who ahd been sittign with me. thats the bit that scared me the most that i was gunna die surrounded by strangers of atleast half a dozzen doctors, hives all over me and me puffy and red.

but they gave me lots of adrenaline, and i slowly stopped flailing, i was told it was a pre somthign or another that was leading up to somthing like a seiziure. it was scary and i hurt all over. my vision is patchy and im haveing trouble judgeing depth and seeing stuff and bright lights,

my neck is stiff and all my joints hurt, i ahve bruises from where i hit the table and sides of the hospital bed, dozzens of needle pricks because i was so dehydrated

my headaches won't stop
im very week, its a struggle to sit up or get to the rest room.
im very stiff and my fine mottor controles are leaveing somthing to be desired heck i cant fully open or close my hands. my jaw and teeth hurts


so yeah

plus ehad stuff

so art work will be delayed because i cant see or hold a pen well enough to do it, im sorry.

i dont even know how im goign to make rent in all honesty


big thanks to without who i'm sure i'd be dead.