It started the very day after my dad was at the hospital(Friday I believe, my days are confused at the moment). I woke up tired and passed out in the afternoon not waking once that I know of for roughly 24 hours. Then I woke up in a pool of sweat. I managed a shower and meal but nothing more and passed out again (Saturday). I woke up earlier the next day and ate a meal, bathed the sweat off, and went to sleep for a few hours and repeated the same process (Sunday). Today I was better, slightly feverish but hacking up my lungs. And I have made sure to chug water like a camel when awake. Even the brief time awake on Saturday I drank almost a gallon as I woke up thirsty from obvious fluid loss through sweating.

I still am coughing violently and probably need a doctor but I simply can't afford it. I just got through paying surgery bills including the portion my insurance didn't pay of the $2000 "recovery room" I didn't spend half an hour in. And I won't get too specific but let's say I'm suspicious of my insurance after how they avoided covering very much of totally necessary parts of the surgery (things I couldn't have opted out of like a recovery room; trust me, I would've been okay with them wheeling my unconscious self into the waiting room at this point).

I'm not looking for handouts and I won't take any more commissions. Just letting you guys know about yet another stall in my life. I'll figure something out.

Also, camping cot mattress is ripping at the seams. I'm having trouble finding reasonably priced replacements for JUST a cot mattress. 30 in by 80 in to be precise, but slightly smaller by a couple of inches shouldn't bother me. If anyone has any leads to such a thing, please comment or post a link. I'm totally lost in my life as a whole and don't know where to find just this one item.

Sorry again, guys...

Have a great week.