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To whom I love
10 years ago
Roughly 5 years ago now the most amazing thing happened. I took a trip, one to ease my mind and what I got from it was mind blowing. 5 years ago after my mom was diagnosed with cancer and my at the time girlfriend had forgotten to talk to me for almost a week, I made a crazy decision to take a trip to visit a new friend out in Colorado. Come to find out that friend would change my life forever. That day I found out there is such a thing as soul mates. The most amazing girl welcomed me into her heart, and I nestled in and never left.
Today however I want to thank her for all the amazing memories, and for loving me every single day. Not once in five years have we ever gone to bed mad at one another. Not once have we had to take a break. It has been nothing short of amazing. It's just hard to believe this is the last. I'm almost sad to see the run we had end, it's so bitter sweet, but at the same time I couldn't think of anyone else I'd rather take this next adventure with.
While the love we have hasn't died, we have chosen to bring another one into our lives and while this means the end of us, it brings a brighter future to a family. I love you so much Calico, I love with with more than just my heart and soul. You took me from a very dark place in life and you filled it full of laughter and amazing memories. You'll never know how much some of the silly ones really mean to me, and how much they stick in my heart.
Not a day goes by that I'm not happy that I took that trip. Everyone swore I was crazy, and maybe I was, but it made every day sense so much better. Now I shall raise a glass to us, and shed a tear because yes, this is "our" last anniversary. I will miss parts of it for sure, but with you at my side I am more than happy to welcome this new love into our lives. She has already become so special to us both, while we each still adore each other. I can't wait to see what memories the future brings, because ever sense day one, I have known you forever, and forever in my heart you will stay, no matter what the world throws at us, I know we can take it.
To my newest life partner, I love you so much and while this is the end of something that meant the world to me, it dies only to bring in a new reign. I can't wait to start our life as a family and see what we are capable of conquering. Next year, on our new anniversary, where we will start the count all over again, I will write my feelings down again in more detail and you will be very much a part of this. I love you princess, you fill in all the little gaps of my life and for the first time, I feel complete. It's a feeling I am more than happy to savor.
To all of you who have read this, sorry, not sorry. Hope you all enjoyed a small look into my life. Yes I am a lesbian, in a poly relationship and if you have any questions about my lifestyle please do feel free to ask in the comment's. I won't bite.
Today however I want to thank her for all the amazing memories, and for loving me every single day. Not once in five years have we ever gone to bed mad at one another. Not once have we had to take a break. It has been nothing short of amazing. It's just hard to believe this is the last. I'm almost sad to see the run we had end, it's so bitter sweet, but at the same time I couldn't think of anyone else I'd rather take this next adventure with.
While the love we have hasn't died, we have chosen to bring another one into our lives and while this means the end of us, it brings a brighter future to a family. I love you so much Calico, I love with with more than just my heart and soul. You took me from a very dark place in life and you filled it full of laughter and amazing memories. You'll never know how much some of the silly ones really mean to me, and how much they stick in my heart.
Not a day goes by that I'm not happy that I took that trip. Everyone swore I was crazy, and maybe I was, but it made every day sense so much better. Now I shall raise a glass to us, and shed a tear because yes, this is "our" last anniversary. I will miss parts of it for sure, but with you at my side I am more than happy to welcome this new love into our lives. She has already become so special to us both, while we each still adore each other. I can't wait to see what memories the future brings, because ever sense day one, I have known you forever, and forever in my heart you will stay, no matter what the world throws at us, I know we can take it.
To my newest life partner, I love you so much and while this is the end of something that meant the world to me, it dies only to bring in a new reign. I can't wait to start our life as a family and see what we are capable of conquering. Next year, on our new anniversary, where we will start the count all over again, I will write my feelings down again in more detail and you will be very much a part of this. I love you princess, you fill in all the little gaps of my life and for the first time, I feel complete. It's a feeling I am more than happy to savor.
To all of you who have read this, sorry, not sorry. Hope you all enjoyed a small look into my life. Yes I am a lesbian, in a poly relationship and if you have any questions about my lifestyle please do feel free to ask in the comment's. I won't bite.
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I hope you don't mind me asking but how does it feel going form a monogamous relationship to a polly one?
Let me give you some back story first of me and Calico. Our entire relationship has been based on being open and honest with each other. About everything. We have also always been in an open relationship. That being due to Calico's past, I won't go into details in public but you are welcome to PM me if you wanted more. Now however, neither of us has ever taken another partner (until now that is.) The short story is, I was hitting on Cheesy because she was cute (it's what I do) and she actually seemed to hit back. So me and Calico sat down and talked about inviting her into our relationship. Cheesy accepted.
Now as far as us going from 2 people to 3 I'll explain the best that I can. Me and Calico have a bond like no other. We share everything and fully love each other on so many levels. To us, it feels as if we are just sharing a girlfriend. Now I will go into a few graphic details but I will try and keep it not too off putting. XD As far as love, like feelings and how the relationship is so far working: It honestly feels like it's just a normal thing, so far it hasn't felt really very different. Now as far as sex goes it's interesting. Each partner plays their own role in it, now being lesbians I can see how it can work out easier to have a spare set of hands (haha).
In short, it feels like me and calico have holes in our lives (everyone does and it's just part of relationships because no one is perfect), and this 3rd party has filled those holes for us. If that makes sense.
I think its very nice that the you and Calico of you can have this new relationship while also keeping your old one, I hope that the three of you are very happy together. :)
Thank you so much! <3
You are welcome <3