With myself

That's right, I'm giving up. Tired of searching, tired of waiting, tired of anything that almost happens being nothing but a charade. I'm just going to put up with the fact that I'm meant to be single, as life always seems to point it out. Thought about doing online relationships with guys, because even though I'm straight it's only guys who want me to be their boyfriends, but others say it's stupid. Even if it is stupid, it would at least make me feel better, but I guess it's just another sign that I'm supposed to be alone. So that's what I'm going to do, remain single and dwell in loneliness till my time cones for me to move on from this pitiful world.