Weeeeeeell I feel ya. I have lost connection with my sona as well; designed when i was 16 yo, it's just not what represents me anymore.

But hey, it's all up to you to make a turn, big guy! Make changes that you find appealing, find artists that draw the artstyle you find most suitable! Nothing's holding you back from changing it whole and go with a brand new sona! The possibilities are endless, Seregir! Go for what makes you feel the best! ^^

I used to feel this way about Blythe, but recently regained my connection with him by updating him some. Once I can afford it, I plan on updating him further in the next week or so.