It's good to know that I'm only good for putting my friends to sleep over the phone or in person when they can't sleep.. It's also good to know that I'M the one to come to with all their stupid fucking problems, when in return if I ever needed to be comforted, I get fucking NOTHING.. They won't even try to hear me out or listen to me. Fucking humor me at least and PRETEND you're listening, asswipe. I'm so done with these so called friends that come to me for everything and give me nothing but grief in return. I literally only have 2 maybe 3 friends that truly understand me and will try to help me out when it's most needed. Sadly, I don't get to see those people on a daily basis.. They don't live by me anymore... I feel alone and isolated from where I truly belong. I'm starting to feel like this will be my life forever and I'll never get the big break I've been working hard to get.. So thank you to the idiot friends of mine who make me feel unwanted and unhappy around them. You make me feel like I'm only good enough to be your fucking walking mat... YEA THANKS......