Update from previous journal
10 years ago
As some of you read my last journal you will know I was feeling really down.
Well things have changed a little.
I managed to find a new job, been there just over 2 months now, and things were great.
Could pay for things for my cubs again, didn't feel like a failure and I could do things that I wanted again.
But then a couple weeks ago something serious happened at work and the police have been involved with, a now ex-employee, meaning someone has to take his role.
I have been lumbered with most of his role meaning my workload has doubled till we find a new member of staff.
My stress level is pretty much back to being unemployed, my depression is up and down all the time, most days I just want to break down at work and worst of all I just want out of there even if it means being unemployed again.
Digits crossed we find someone soon but cause of how damn picky the directors are it's possibly going to be a while.
Again I have disabled the comments cause this is a rant to get it off my chest.
Well things have changed a little.
I managed to find a new job, been there just over 2 months now, and things were great.
Could pay for things for my cubs again, didn't feel like a failure and I could do things that I wanted again.
But then a couple weeks ago something serious happened at work and the police have been involved with, a now ex-employee, meaning someone has to take his role.
I have been lumbered with most of his role meaning my workload has doubled till we find a new member of staff.
My stress level is pretty much back to being unemployed, my depression is up and down all the time, most days I just want to break down at work and worst of all I just want out of there even if it means being unemployed again.
Digits crossed we find someone soon but cause of how damn picky the directors are it's possibly going to be a while.
Again I have disabled the comments cause this is a rant to get it off my chest.
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