My mother passed away a couple of days ago after nearly a 10 year fight with cancer. She was a great woman who was super supportive of all her kids and grandchildren. Her family is huge, so there are a lot of people who will miss her dearly.

It's really difficult to deal with everything. I wasn't able to see her before she died, as she lived over in the States (I'm in England), and I can't travel over for her funeral.

If it wasn't for my boyfriends, I don't know how I would cope. They've both been fantastically wonderful since I received the news and have helped me more than they know.

I've designed (and got) a tattoo to honour her. I'll upload photos in the next day or so.