wont be posting art for a while
10 years ago
I'm not sure what's wrong but art just...isn't coming to me like it used to. It feels like I've lost something but I'm not sure what that something is so it's hard for me to pick it back up again.
Don't worry my commissioners, I will be finishing everything I owe. I just mean taking more work on. I don't want to work on things that people have paid for when I feel like I'm only giving 50% if that makes sense.
I really can't say when it'll come back to me. Maybe sooner than later, maybe inspiration will hit and I'll be back on my feet in a couple days. Right now, art and sketching is the last thing I want to do, which is upsetting when it used to be my everything. Maybe it's my mental health affecting me in negative ways, I have no idea.
If anyone else has had this experience, let me know or note me if you want to be private about it. I'm kind of scared that something I used to love is something I just can't bring myself to do.
I'm sorry.
Don't worry my commissioners, I will be finishing everything I owe. I just mean taking more work on. I don't want to work on things that people have paid for when I feel like I'm only giving 50% if that makes sense.
I really can't say when it'll come back to me. Maybe sooner than later, maybe inspiration will hit and I'll be back on my feet in a couple days. Right now, art and sketching is the last thing I want to do, which is upsetting when it used to be my everything. Maybe it's my mental health affecting me in negative ways, I have no idea.
If anyone else has had this experience, let me know or note me if you want to be private about it. I'm kind of scared that something I used to love is something I just can't bring myself to do.
I'm sorry.
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Just in the last couple months, it finally came back, and I realized how much I missed it, and how good it felt to draw again! It feels like something 'snapped back into place" ^^
Just in the last week, my anxiety has gotten really bad and I finally decided to see a doctor about it and see about medication. I was having panic attacks and was just really nervous all day long. and I hadn't been able to do much of anything productive. (Long story- but I've been off of work for a month due to a back injury and it's triggered all sorts of stress) I was worried that I was going to fall back into another cycle of not wanting to draw, but thanks to having something to calm me down, as the anxiety is lessening, I'm wanting to draw more. I think sometimes, it can be a sign that we just need to take a break and take it easy. Like others have mentioned- indulge in other things you enjoy, give yourself time to recoup, and hopefully you'll be feeling more like yourself in no time ^^
I wish you the best of luck and hope you come out of this soon!!
At least that's how it's been for me :)
Always gotta keep in mind: there's no point in rushing/ putting pressure on oneself :)
Ah and also it helps a lot to take breaks from commissions and just draw things that make you happy! :)