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Babies and catastrophies.
10 years ago
Hello my dear friends.
I am so very sorry that I've been off lately but that pesky thinf called life got in the way. Let's take the good news first shall we?
I've started painting on paper with aquarelle again and am loving it, so far I like painting trees.
We nowadays have a bunny called Arwen, she's a rescue and we love her dearly. One day when I got up from bed I found small wrinkly pears in her littlerbox..it turns out that they were babies. 7 of them, sadly 3 of them didn't make it so we now have four left. The babies have opened their eyes and have started exploring the nest and our livingroom. Their names are Mojito (female, we'll keep her), Salsa(male), Tequila (male) and Jäger(male, pronounced jaeger).
Our home is starting to look more like a home than a place someone dumped lots of stuff in. So that's great!
Now for the bad news....
The day before yesterday I got a very powerful anxiety attack, I don't usually talk about things like these but I want to warn others.
I have a medication against my anxiety but this time I lost control and took too many of them, an overdose. This means I took 600mg of that medication.
I won't lie, it didn't help at all, so I told my love and she broke into tears immediately. At the time I didn't understand why but she called an ambulance and they told her to keep an eye on me. Told me I wasn't allowed to fall asleep, it could have lead to my heart stop beating.
She told me this and since I didn't want to commit suicide, just get rid of that 10 ton anxiety in my chest, I started panicking and crying too.
Now I don't remember much more about that night, other than that I sat in Noola's bed until the ambulance came, I remember shouting at Lily(my gf) and at the nurses because I hated to be held down by them.
I remember that I woke up the next morning at the hospital.
They told me that is was a minor poisoning and that it was good I was brought in so quickly. It could have ended badly.
I'm so sorry everyone, I made a stupid mistake and came closer to death than I've ever been before. It was scary, it felt weird and it scared my loved ones.
So I'm warning others now, do not take overdoses of your meds, it can be fatal!!
Now, I need to put some baby bunnies to sleep and make sure all our other babies have gotten their dinner.
Tae care everyone, thank you for reading.
Hugs to you all <3
I am so very sorry that I've been off lately but that pesky thinf called life got in the way. Let's take the good news first shall we?
I've started painting on paper with aquarelle again and am loving it, so far I like painting trees.
We nowadays have a bunny called Arwen, she's a rescue and we love her dearly. One day when I got up from bed I found small wrinkly pears in her littlerbox..it turns out that they were babies. 7 of them, sadly 3 of them didn't make it so we now have four left. The babies have opened their eyes and have started exploring the nest and our livingroom. Their names are Mojito (female, we'll keep her), Salsa(male), Tequila (male) and Jäger(male, pronounced jaeger).
Our home is starting to look more like a home than a place someone dumped lots of stuff in. So that's great!
Now for the bad news....
The day before yesterday I got a very powerful anxiety attack, I don't usually talk about things like these but I want to warn others.
I have a medication against my anxiety but this time I lost control and took too many of them, an overdose. This means I took 600mg of that medication.
I won't lie, it didn't help at all, so I told my love and she broke into tears immediately. At the time I didn't understand why but she called an ambulance and they told her to keep an eye on me. Told me I wasn't allowed to fall asleep, it could have lead to my heart stop beating.
She told me this and since I didn't want to commit suicide, just get rid of that 10 ton anxiety in my chest, I started panicking and crying too.
Now I don't remember much more about that night, other than that I sat in Noola's bed until the ambulance came, I remember shouting at Lily(my gf) and at the nurses because I hated to be held down by them.
I remember that I woke up the next morning at the hospital.
They told me that is was a minor poisoning and that it was good I was brought in so quickly. It could have ended badly.
I'm so sorry everyone, I made a stupid mistake and came closer to death than I've ever been before. It was scary, it felt weird and it scared my loved ones.
So I'm warning others now, do not take overdoses of your meds, it can be fatal!!
Now, I need to put some baby bunnies to sleep and make sure all our other babies have gotten their dinner.
Tae care everyone, thank you for reading.
Hugs to you all <3
I really hope that you all get a good nights rest <3
*hugs*