I recently put up a jurnal, but removed it in fear of it being a callout message. So, now that my head is firmly back on my shoulders where it belongs, I wanted to bring up a topic that has been hanting me and haunts me even to this day and probly will be haunting me till I pass on...

Have you ever had a conversation with someone else and, despite how detailed and open you are with them, even to the point of being overdescriptive of your issues or needs, it ends up sounding like a foren langage to everyone else? Recently, been haveing this alot with others and has lead to me loseing some friends and almost loseing the love of my life. I feel as if noone understands me, even though I couldent be more descriptive. The fact its happening alone makes me question my friendships.

Now, Im not looking for pitty, becuse thats something I hate, exspecaly when its unessary, but dose anyone else have this problem or can relate. I mean I feel like Im the only one here. Its just so annoying when I try to be a good guy and end up getting pushed aside becuse everyone thinks Im being overdramtic or are just not makeing any scence when I couldent be more serious or be more descriptive.

Again, if anyone can relate and have ideas on how to cope, Id really appreate it. Thanks in advance.