So I'm not good when it comes to relationships. I'm generally a awkward person and I'm usually pretty down from my depression. So when I finally met someone I was happier than I had been in years (not joking hadn't been that happy in years). He is so lovely and knew exactly how to cheer me up when I was feeling down. Ofcourse at first I was really paranoid since my last relationship my partner was just screwing with me and in fact had no feelings for me whatsoever. Anyway I really love my current partner and that is why I'm starting to get anxious/nervous now. The reason im feeling anxious is because I haven't spoken to him in almost over 2 weeks. Now I know that probably sounds silly to most people but I really can't help but worry. I don't know if it's just a side-effect from the anti-depressants i've started eating now since apparently they can make you more anxious/depressed when you first start taking them. I honestly just don't know what to do because I really don't know what I would do without my partner.

Why does things have to be so hard sometimes?